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[Nov. 21st, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | Sigur Ros- hoppipolla | ] |
HAVE YOU:
1. Fallen for your neighbor? when i was like... 6
2. Made out with just a friend? yes
3. Been rejected? yes
4. Been in love? yes
5. Used someone? probably
6. Been used? sure thing
8. Done something you regret? yep
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:
9. You sexually touched? joe
10. You talked to? joe
11. You hugged? joe
12. You instant messaged? ryan
13. You kissed? joe
14. You made out with: joe
15. You yelled at? joe
16. You laughed with? myself... happiness is a pretty funny movie
17. Who broke your heart? joe
18. Who told you they loved you? joe
DO YOU:
19. Color your hair? sometimes
20. Have a birthmark? yes
21. Have any piercings? yes
23. Own your own house? nah
24. Own a nice car? nope
25. Speak any languages? english... yeah. thats it.
26. Cook your own dinner? sometimes
27. Lay in the bath often? nope
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU:
29. Stolen anything? yes
30. Smoked? yes
31. Taken drugs? no
32. Obsessive? sometimes
33. Compulsive? sometimes
34. Obsessive Compulsive? sometimes
35. Panic? sometimes
36. Anxiety? sometimes
37. Depressed? sometimes
38. Control freak? hot really
39. Obsessed with? yes
40, Dream of mutilated bodies? ehhh....
RANDOM:
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? with joe
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can wiggle my eyes
43. What feature do you find most attractive on girls/guys? i like noses... and skinny guys
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? who cares if they're male or female
45. Would you marry for money? nah... but it would be a plus
46. Have you had braces? i wish
47. Do you wear lip gloss? yep
48. Do you sing in the shower? sometimes
49. When was the last time you had a hickey? a couple months ago...
50. Could you live without a computer? yeah... but i wouldn't like it
51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo? yeah
52. If so, how many people are on your list? friends? almost 200
54. Do you wear white socks? yes
55. Do you wear shoes? yes
56. What is your favorite fruit? strawberries
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white? WHEAT!
58. What is your favorite place to visit? um... if regularly: florida
59. Fav. DVD? Happiness, napoleon dynomite, sin city
60. Would you kiss on the first date? yea
61. Are you photogenic? sometimes
62. Do you dream in color or black and white? both
63. What are you wearing right now? blue excercise pants, gray dork shirt, and blue swearshirt
64. Do you eat a lot of fruit? if they're strawberries <3
65. Do you have any dimples? nah
66. Do you remember being born? ha... um... no.
67. Why do you take surveys? cuz i have no life.
68. Do you drink alcohol? yeah a little
69. Do you like high school? nah.
70. What is the best accent? mine (nah, just kidding)
71. Who do you want to kiss? ummm... joe, macina, charlie, ian, and some names i cant say
72. Do you like sunsets? yes
73. Do you want to live to be 100? not unless im in good shape and can do things on my own (and happy)
74. If not, why? umm...
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? like... once
76. Are you loyal? yes, very
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? yes
80. Do you think you can draw well? yep
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasnt real? i cant remember... 3 or 4
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? a lot. i dont wear 1/2 of them
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday? yes. they go with everything.
84. Do you write poetry? yes. but more like songs.
85. Snore? nope
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or side? all... i turn like crazy.
87. Do you like cats/dogs? yes
88. Do you lick stamps? weird question... but yes
89. Do you use an electric can opener? no.
90. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no
91. Like your name? i guess
92. Were you named after anyone? nope
93. Do you wish on stars? no.
95. When did you last cry? last night (greys anatomy)
97. Who do you admire? joe and a few of my friends.
98. What is the number 1 priority in your life? i have 3.... love, school, and music
99. Do you like to read? yes
100. Any bad habits? im sure i have a few. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|11:47 am] |
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oh man. misfits were sick! We almost had to leave b4 the misfits played but we got a ride from other ppl. i didn't make it home til 4:00 but my parents were okay with it! we were out in the cold for HOURS! it was horrible. i thought my limbs were gonna fall off! i couldn't take it. but OMG! I GOT MY SHOES SINGED BY DEZ AND ROBO!! i didn't get anything sighned by jerry only. *tear* but thats okay. i was kickin. i had soo much fun. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|12:11 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Teenge Fanclub- I lied | ] |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|11:33 am] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | Trashcan Sinatras- Welcome Back | ] |
Saturday 10-29 everyones gotta go bowling. all the girl have to wear dresses or skirts and the guys should dress uo but if they dont they suck. girls should wear heels but if they dont its okay cuz we'll be wearing bowling shoes. tell everyone!!
PPl who are already intrested in going and probably are:
joe N
Chris A
Chris M
Monica C
Keila + Karla M
Lisa H
OMG! yesterday was like the best day ever. if only more ppl had shown up!! me, joe, chris abate, and chris macina (sp?) went bowling and we had to wait like a 1/2 hour b4 they would let us bowl cuz it was so crowded so we decided to walk around outside. Macina decided he wanted to buy slippers and we went to payless but we walked out and then we eventually walked back to colonial lanes where he pulls out these slippers. im like WTF? when did u steal thoes?? (and i was watching macina the whole time so i have no clue how he stole thoes!)
So we went bowling for one round cuz these kids were gonna have a party at 6 so i ended up getting a score of 104, Macina (mosquito) got an 88, Abate (schnauzer) got a 74, and joe (crazy joe) got a 28... and yes, he really was that bad.
Then we couldn't leave til 8 so we went into joes video and walked around for a while and macina was gonna steal a movie but we ended up forgetting to buy a knife. SO we went into shop rite and Abate stole a magazine and joe and Macina went to the liquor store and bought alcohol (how...? i have NO CLUE!maybe they stole it.... but i dont think they did) and me and chris were chilling then joe and macina came back with the alcohol and we walked into tractor supplies to find a knife which we didn't get and macina stole like 20 lbs of rope which he suffed in his sleeve and i had no clue he did but he was like "does my sleeve look puffy?" and im like "u stole sumthing?" and he was like "yea." and i was like "i didn't even notice. ur smooth." hes hot too. and abate is hot too. and so is joe. so i was hanging out with 3 hot guys. and macina is my age but hes way too bad ass for me. but id totally date him but id feel so out of place. now i could definitly date abate. but hes 20. lol. anyways, we wnt to wendy's which im mad about cuz i was supposed to start my health diet yesterday, but i got junk food anyways and we ate til 7:45 and then we went into stop and shop to find my mommy and i introduced macina to her cuz she already knows joe and abate but she didn't recognized abate cuz it was a long time since she saw him. but anyways. that was my kick ass day. everyone muct go bowling this saturday cuz its gonna be fun. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|02:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mushroomhead- almodt gone | ] |
im only writing happy things in here now cuz people take me too seriouly when im angry. and its just annoying. so yeah, yesterday i played true crime for 7 hours straight. i have no life, but the game is SOOOOOO cool. i die alot tho. but i die more in grand theft auto. anyways, im finally finishing reading Lords Of Chaos: the boody rise of the saranic metal underground, so chris or jason can read it. that book is sooo awesome, it crazy how everything is true. and i guess i gotta stop writing about myself in my own jounral, cuz that also annoys ppl... so i guess i should start talking baout other people? yea right. anyways, i just got a brutal beat down. how nice? yea... i thought so too. and my boots still haven't come. im gonna cry if i dont get them. no i wont, maybe yettl. or kill a midget. yea....
anywho, i hope i see monica soon cuz i wanna give her her prestent.
im gonna try to hang out with as many ppl as possible b4 school starts cuz i obviously haven't done such a good job at that. well, im gonna try hangng out with them unless they hate me already.
la la la... i hate me.... but thats okay as long as my friends dont. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|12:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | static-x - cold | ] |
my party sucked. 2/10 ppl showed up and the 2 ppl that showed up didn't even stay the whole time. and they talked to each other more than they talked to me. i felt akward, i felt akward in my own home. thats not right. thats why i hate hanging out with lauren and jo-jo, they'd rather hang out with each other than me. i mean, isn't bad enough that i have guy trouble, but now friend trouble. i bet they didn't even notice that i wasn't having fun at MY OWN PARTY! i tried to talk to them but they were always talking about sumthing im not involved in. i hate being annoyed with my friends. but i'll forget about this in a few days, then i can get back to my annoying, horrible life. I dont even bother eating anymore. sunday i ate 1 thing, monday i ate h.... maybe 2 things. Im trying to stop cutting myself but everytime i stop, for real!, something bad happens and i cut myself again. i cant wait til jason gets out of the mental health place cuz then i'll have my 2 best friends and i'll be happy. happy.... happy... hmm.... thats such a lie. wtf is happy anyways? how come im never happy? well, i get happy, but i never am happy... you know? The only time i really feel happy is when im with joe. hes such an amazing person, ive never felt this way about anyone. its strange, i think i remeber some of my friends thinking i was crazy for being in love with joe when we only knew each other for a couple of months, but now look at things... i mean, we're not together, but we're more in love then ever. and i still dont know what to do about jason. i love the kid, but i dont want him. joe being the exception, i want a guy who doesn't know everything about me. a guy who i can get to know and a guy who can get to know me. i dont want to rush things. and being with jason would be a major rush cuz we've got past all the being of reationship stuff. and im not sure i can deal with his depression. the only time ive seen him have a break down was maybe 4 or 5 months ago and it was cuz he loved me so miuch and he wanted to be with me instead of rachel. jezze, i cant deal with that. but i know how he feels. i know what it feels to want sum1 so bad and to not be able to have them.
life sucks balls.
remember that. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|05:12 pm] |
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| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dimmu borgir- puritania | ] |
I hate my life. No one has been able to tell that ive been so depressed lately, except maybe joe, cuz hes like the only person who really cares about me. I mean, I love this kid so much and I cant even have him the way I want him. I guess I should be glad me and him are dating. But I think thats only cuz he got jealous of me and chris. But then again, he has no reason to be jealous anymore. Im not even gonna bother cleaning my room cuz only a few ppl are going to see it.
why haven't i killed myswlf yet? |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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| | angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kidney thieves- black bullet | ] |
i hate guys
i have the worst luck ever
i know they're not worth it
i know im much better than them
but they still suck. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|11:03 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dimmu Borgir- Cataclysm Children | ] |
forget what i wrote about chris... he doesn't wanna be with me.
i hate this |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|06:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Immortal | ] |
I went on my date with chris yesterday. OMG! i could not stop smiling. this kid is sooooo good looking and so sweet. he bought me lunch and paid for the movie (we went to see the skeleton key). for some reason this kid thinks hes not good looking, YEAH RIGHT! hes as good looking as joe (in my eyes) but a different kind of good looking. i like guys with big noses, and he has the cutest big nose ever!
sigh. i cant wait to see him on saturday!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|03:55 pm] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | slint | ] |
wow i haven't wrote in this forever. in case ppl still read it... joe broke up with me... yeah. im single but i have my eye on a few. so thats it...
<3 kat |
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[May. 15th, 2005|02:47 pm] |
wow crazy stuff happened on friday.
Joe lied to me. and he probably lied to me today although its not his fault.
ahhh. life sucks. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|05:21 pm] |
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wow i haven't written in here in forever. i went to jasons house on saturday with joe and rachel and we had so much fun. jason scared me to soooo bad though. well, i had fun anyways. hopefully all four of us will hang out again. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
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| | dresden dolls- the jeep song | ] |
My b-day is coming up. 18 days. tomorrow joe is taking me b-day shopping. he already bought me 3 awesome cds though. yay! well- if anyone is reading this and didn't know my b-day was coming up just try to make me feel special and be all like: HAPPY B-DAY (obviously b4 spring break cuz theres no school on my b-day :( cha.) and i'll be all like: thanks!
cha
joe is a butthole when hes with his friends
wow... i need to get better words than... butthole.
xoxo |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|07:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | collective soul- the world i know | ] |
i hate writing in here. NO ONE ever reads this. its not like i care... its just- i wonder if anyone cares at all? my family keeps calling me fat. "kathryn, you have a big tummy," "you definitly need to exersice," "you should go on a diet." Its killing me. I hate them. And yestersya elaina started yelling at me about everything bad ive ever done and i started crying. she was like "i never had my friends tell my parents that i was cutting my wrists open, i never told my bf i wanted to have sex with him at 15... 15!!! I never drank way underage, etc, etc." of course she said it a lot meaner. No one understands how much that hurt me. Joe just told me to ignore her, but its hard when ur sister thinks of you as such a bad peroson. its like... kill me now. It makes me feel sick.
i hate my family.
i hate my life.
i hate my friends... sometimes.
i hate when my friends ignore me. IF U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME JUST TELL ME!!! jesus crist. highschool sucks.
xoxo <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|04:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | VnV Nation- Legion | ] |
ahhh bored. I <3 VnV Nation. They're a very good techno band. i thank mike for getting me into them. Anywho, i hope i get to hang out with joe tomorrow. we're gonna watch some movie which name i can never remember. I think its Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Joe wants me to get it for him. blah. I have no clue what im gonna do next weekend. i was gonna go to nevele but i dont think its gonna happen. Maybe i'll have a sleepover. cha yeah! lol
xoxo |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|09:27 pm] |
how come non of my friends wanna hang out anymore. i dont think im having a sweet 16 cuz of them. the only 4 people worth inviting are joe, monica, lisa, and jason. i'll probably end up having my party in the summer. maybe i'll have my friends back by then.
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|09:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | elliot smith- dont go down | ] |
cha. I haven't wrote in here in forever. Um... Valentines day weekend was a blast. I spent saturay with joe. I wanted him to come over friday night. I made my bed, I cleaned my room, I vaccumed, I cleaned my bathroom... I EVEN MADE CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES! But no, his parents were bieng looosers. Anywho, yeah. it was nice. I miss him already.
I HATE MATH CLASS! and if anyone else tells me to stay after for extra help i will smack them! i swear i will!
well... tired-ness. my dad is on the phone with my grandma and i wanna talk to joe. poo.
xoxo |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dresden dolls- truce | ] |
omg... i downloaded more dresden doll song and i <3 them. truce is an awesome song.
word.
i miss my joe.
i wont see him till (hopefully) friday when he goes to the valentines dance.
i <3 him so much. its unbelieveable. i don't think anyone will ever understand. |
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